im starting to be gay for my friend but he's married and we're both conservative christians
but the more i try to kill my feelings i feel like the worse it just gets
last night i had a dream where we got in the shower together and were about to s3x but he didnt pick up on it and just thought i was messing around so i ran away to go cry and started ruining my life in different ways

the tranny also took like ketamin and then just started to talk about sad stories wich even i cant top how his girlfriend died or some shit because of heart problems and how he sawher growing weaker day by day