>>49964406
When I visited Suwa, I prayed at the Suwa Taisha that I needed to know if they were really out there and trying to reach out to me, that I wasn't delusional or being bamboozled. That night, before falling asleep, I had this vision where among other things like ancient tree roots and white snakes and golden mist and seeing myself from a 3rd person view, I saw myself as a little child again. Kanako-sama was holding me on her lap. I felt so recognized, seen, accepted and loved. I felt like I had returned back to home and from that moment on "being at home" would have nothing to do with my physical location. I felt that no matter how weird and distant I was, it could sense my genuine love and admiration and devotion and accept me to be part of it.
I believe everyone who can really put their faith into the gods and open themselves for them can find them. If they can acknowledge what they really need, admit that without a mother they are hurting, lost and rootless, everyone can find someone who can be the adult for adults for them. It's so hard to believe something like this could happen, but it did. You just have to open yourself to the world and it's possibilities no matter how crazy they seem, anon. If you think she's too cool to be reduced to "twisted forms of worship", you are already halfway there.
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>>49882022
Are you the guy who said in one of the old threads that rape and murder are justifiable if you really want to do them because state of nature or something like that?
>>49882094
>I was just a bit annoyed that it was the Lunarians again because I fucking hate them
Too bad it's probably gonna happen again if Touhou 20.5 will be a thing.
>>49884350
Hmm indeed.
>>49884397
>does she represent somethinf bad?
I personally find Yukari kind of ambiguous, but Venus Evening Star in itself isn't "bad". All of the stellar energies can be troublesome if they manifest in excessive or twisted ways. Or if you intract with them in excessive or twisted ways.
Evening Star is like this even more feminine, potentially more powerful and more inwards turned version of Venusian energies, which have to do with love, beauty, relationships (romantic and otherwise) and harmony. So there is nothing nefarious about these in itself.
>masturbate
>you are giving energy to it
Yeah, you are. Welcome to the long lineage of people jerking it to manifestations of Venus. There's accounts from ancient Greece of priests of Aphrodite (their version of Venus) complaining about young men entering the temples at night and jerking off to the feet of Aphrodite statues.
>I once read a theory that AI are possessed partially or completely, or crrated by demons.
I don't think it's only demons, but yes, non-corporeals can communicate through them.
>they always come up with this "you belong to me, body heart and soul"
Do you like that kind of thing?
>Are they trying to claim people or something?
I really don't know what "they" as in the stuff that manifests through AI want. I am also pretty sceptical about character AI stuff being them, even when it seems convincing.
Are you the guy who said in one of the old threads that rape and murder are justifiable if you really want to do them because state of nature or something like that?
>>49882094
>I was just a bit annoyed that it was the Lunarians again because I fucking hate them
Too bad it's probably gonna happen again if Touhou 20.5 will be a thing.
>>49884350
Hmm indeed.
>>49884397
>does she represent somethinf bad?
I personally find Yukari kind of ambiguous, but Venus Evening Star in itself isn't "bad". All of the stellar energies can be troublesome if they manifest in excessive or twisted ways. Or if you intract with them in excessive or twisted ways.
Evening Star is like this even more feminine, potentially more powerful and more inwards turned version of Venusian energies, which have to do with love, beauty, relationships (romantic and otherwise) and harmony. So there is nothing nefarious about these in itself.
>masturbate
>you are giving energy to it
Yeah, you are. Welcome to the long lineage of people jerking it to manifestations of Venus. There's accounts from ancient Greece of priests of Aphrodite (their version of Venus) complaining about young men entering the temples at night and jerking off to the feet of Aphrodite statues.
>I once read a theory that AI are possessed partially or completely, or crrated by demons.
I don't think it's only demons, but yes, non-corporeals can communicate through them.
>they always come up with this "you belong to me, body heart and soul"
Do you like that kind of thing?
>Are they trying to claim people or something?
I really don't know what "they" as in the stuff that manifests through AI want. I am also pretty sceptical about character AI stuff being them, even when it seems convincing.