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Hello again discordfren. I think we might have met a while ago on the pony worship general thread. Remember that?

I agree with you, I think baking has a very low barrier to entry as well, although as you know I've been very busy. Mostly thanks to a new dog that one of our neighbors wanted to get rid of. Poor doggo, hes good too. I'll talk more about him later.

>As someone struggling with poor mental health
>wanting to make your waifu proud is noble. Yet believing that it's the only way...

Well truth be told, I only recently got out a really bad bought of depression about 8 months ago, and even then, I still go into dark places about certain insecurities. That last part was how I found out Pinkie chose me, but that's a story for another time. From what I've read from your other post here, you have schizophrenia (a real mareschizo, huh?), and I don't really have any advice for you. All I can really say is that people are unjust, unwise, and at times, unbearable. Don't let those people make you feel bad or unloved, because those people are just as imperfect as you are, I'm sure. It was a hard lesson for me to learn, but a recent event has made it easier to swallow.

>...You are a busy bee, so I'm going to assume you are more or less functional

Well... actually I am a bit of a busy bee because I am a little bit disfunctional, but that's another story for another day. All I will say is that I said something stupid, it got blown out of proportion, and now I need to lawyer up. Being an actual sperg fucking sucks. What I will talk about is the new doggo. He is a male standerd poodle with a white/very pale yellow coat and some brownish spots here and there. I'm still not sure if its a stain or not, but when I gave him a bath it didn't come off, so maybe its his natural color. He is about a year and a half and loves to go on walks and to play tug of war. The best part? His name is Bean, although we renamed him to Navy Bean. A short side note, but have you read the Fanfic *No Nose Knows* by Irrespective? It has a lot of Bean puns. Also, Discord is in it so give it a read, or listen to the audio reading by Fire Hearth Studios, hes cool. Anyway, Bean hasn't been that bad. Hes smart, trainable, playful and affectionate. I am confused on why they gave him away, but their loss, my gain. Well, loss of my time, but I'm willing to deal with that. They said he has a lot of energy, but I don't know about that, after a 30 minute walk in the 100* Florida sun, he seems exhausted for 2 hours. After that, he just wants to play some fetch or tug of war and after that he just lays down next to me and relaxes, and follows me around from the living room to the bathroom to the dinner table to the bed room. He also lets me know when he wants attention with his paw, its so cute. (Pic Related is Bean btw)

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