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>Normal operation of self is simply being.
pic rel for reference. selfish selflessness is worse than pure selfishness, because your happiness depends on the presence of others, other people being unreliable. loneliness is demotivation to one who is selfishly selfless, but there is no such thing as loneliness to the purely selfish, and therefore no demotivation. the purely selfish can do as they please no matter the circumstances, whereas the selfish selfless are at the mercy of other people's wills and desires.