>>83014918
Getting a gf unironically isn't hard but if she's out in a social place then chances are she's a whore. The only good women I've met in life have either been shut ins or girls with parents so ridiculously strict they haven't had the chance to ever be whores.
>>83015134
>>83015189
These anons get it
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>>83004853
Other way around, I'm an anon that's not a virgin but can't seriously date anything but a full virgin without wanting to vomit.
>>83004857
>Ruined her just for you
Mean </3
To be fair I think I wouldn't mind THAT much if we're talking single digit age, even her at 10-11 kissing a boy on the cheek wouldn't be that bad. Anything after that just feels like a gut punch and I'm pretty confident I'd prefer being alone. I do think I owe my parents grandchildren tho, so I might marry and get kids, and then cheat on the obnoxious whore at some point so she divorces me. Or I'll nicely end things and stay friends if she's chill, we'll see.
>What compels one to rationalise this
I was born to wealthy and attractive parents, but grew up insanely sheltered. I'm mentally very stable but very unorthodox in most of my opinions and behaviors. Socializing constantly feels like walking on eggshells. The only thing I've dreamt of since I was what, in 5th grade or younger, has been to by all means take control of socialization with a single person by essentially owning them. Someone that relates to isolation at a young age, someone that would rather die than be with anyone but me, someone that accepts me for who I am no matter what I do to them. Me and my best friend and a lover I had in the past often joked that I groomed them due to how much I affected their identity in a super short time frame after getting to know them. That's a vague gist of it. I recently met a cool guy on /adv/ when I was venting about this, he's been the first person to actually listen to my rants and respond to them in a logical manner rather than blocking me, it's a great breath of fresh air to me, truly.
>>83004864
Maybe, but I've been this way long before getting really into anime, fantasy books and just my own brain and body's response to my environment have been this way for as long as I can remember.
Other way around, I'm an anon that's not a virgin but can't seriously date anything but a full virgin without wanting to vomit.
>>83004857
>Ruined her just for you
Mean </3
To be fair I think I wouldn't mind THAT much if we're talking single digit age, even her at 10-11 kissing a boy on the cheek wouldn't be that bad. Anything after that just feels like a gut punch and I'm pretty confident I'd prefer being alone. I do think I owe my parents grandchildren tho, so I might marry and get kids, and then cheat on the obnoxious whore at some point so she divorces me. Or I'll nicely end things and stay friends if she's chill, we'll see.
>What compels one to rationalise this
I was born to wealthy and attractive parents, but grew up insanely sheltered. I'm mentally very stable but very unorthodox in most of my opinions and behaviors. Socializing constantly feels like walking on eggshells. The only thing I've dreamt of since I was what, in 5th grade or younger, has been to by all means take control of socialization with a single person by essentially owning them. Someone that relates to isolation at a young age, someone that would rather die than be with anyone but me, someone that accepts me for who I am no matter what I do to them. Me and my best friend and a lover I had in the past often joked that I groomed them due to how much I affected their identity in a super short time frame after getting to know them. That's a vague gist of it. I recently met a cool guy on /adv/ when I was venting about this, he's been the first person to actually listen to my rants and respond to them in a logical manner rather than blocking me, it's a great breath of fresh air to me, truly.
>>83004864
Maybe, but I've been this way long before getting really into anime, fantasy books and just my own brain and body's response to my environment have been this way for as long as I can remember.