>>3084543
nah im a fuckin amatuer, i just draw to get it out of my system
i cant stand real porn or most 2d, it just misses the mark when i realise all i really want to see is violence. there's tons of videos of guys getting flogged or begging tied to trees or thrown into pits, its not the sex for me as much as the despair. you watch enough guys begging hysterically because theyre thirsty or their arms hurt so bad from being hung on a fence for 36 hours, rape doesnt hit as hard, just another means to an end of ruining a person

might ask on int or hm, i've seen a lot of gay shit posted there in mandatory conscription threads from flags with much less prison tier military cultures than russia.