I've been on steroids for over a year (along with finasteride), and I'm not going to go on a months-long cut. I'm only 5'11, but I can see myself being lean at 220. I want to go on grindr, pay for all their premium bullshit, and get fucked by as many hung tranners as possible. I am an absolute bottom. I don't even want to know what it feels like to put my cock in an ass. My ass, with it's well-developed glutes, is for superior 8-inch+ cocks. I don't care if she's fat, in her 40s, and stupid. She deserves my ass for her size. She is fundamentally superior to me as a man for having a larger penis than I.

How realistic is achieving my fantasy? What do I need to do? I may have above average facial genetics. I even have hunter eyes and a masculine, wide jaw line. I just need to lose around 60 pounds of fat and gain back the other 10 or 20 lost pounds of muscle during the cut (This type of muscle memory is real.), and I'd be a jacked 220-pound beast at 5'11, and I've been doing around a year of isolation work for my glutes on top of that. I want to put on an adorable maid outfit, take some coke, and get absolutely destroyed by these massive hons, as they rightfully deserve. I've got all the coke and viagra they would need.