>meet person online
>befriend them
>get along well
>after some time they notice im a soulless husk that doensnt do anything but just doomscrolls and faps all day
>before they ghost me i ghost them
>let it rest for a bit
>cycle continues with next person
they usually give me the benfit of the doubt thinking i am shy or dont open up easily but thats not the case. i dont have anything to provide for the person next to me. nothing.