its the fact that you're likey awkward, a late bloomer and you will never be able to compete for a girl who was in a relationship with a neurotypical. These guys are always on the go, extroverted and have tons of friends. Imagine even meeting a girl who used to date one of these normies and then discovers your whole social life revolved around playing vidya and posting on 4chan
t. guys who gets complimented on looks by randos, but is nd