I'm a 25-year-old mentally ill incel. To keep things short, I should be around a really muscular 7 or 8/10 at 5'11 around the time I turn 26. I have OCD that gives me insomnia that keeps me from being able to hold any 9 to 5 job. I don't even have a driver license, not that it would be a financially sound decision to get a car, anyway.

I am not looking for a sugar momma. I just want an older woman who is at least middle middle class who could be a provider for me. I'm from a lower middle class family, and I live off of welfare (NEETbux). I could do all the housework, and my dad is a chef, so I could be cooking some really nice and sophisticated food for her. She would just have to put up with my mental illness nonsense. Ideally, she is in her late 30s. Early 30s or early 40s would also be nice. 50s could potentially be doable, but I would actually like to marry this woman, and I'd feel odd being in my 40s with a wife in her 70s.

I live with my boomer dad, and this woman would replace him. (I love my boomer dad.) She would be paying for everything (aside from the stuff my NEETbux pays for), and possibly even driving me around, unless she bought a car for me. I would be dependent on her. The idea of being in a relationship like this seriously turns me on. She would be my mommy. I am legitimately enamoured by older women.

How realistic is my fantasy? How would I achieve it? I'm almost certain there are some women out there who actually fantasize about being a provider for a man.