i quit work today
i walked off the job thurs and today after about noon i just went and sat in the truck and went to sleep.
i cant do it anymore, theres nothing in my life to be happy about im working for no reason. things have only gotten worse since i started trying to make my life better. it doesnt matter how hard i try to make good decisions or be a good person it just gets worse.
im gonna take my last 28 klonopins and sleep like a baby and hopefully the rebound anxiety is enough encouragement to get me to kill myself.
you're all terrible people and i hope one day you feel what i feel. but probably not because god isnt real.