>>939355655
i do seem to fit well with working for others. but i dont see how i can feel anything but lower than others. its hard not to compare and know for a fact that im inferior.. but ill try to keep in mind what you said.
and i dont know how i can break the chain over me, it seems as strong as fate. maybe just staying alone is the only way to break it in a round about way. im not sure what to do against that..
i dont know if i can grow like you. i feel like ive been a stagnat pond for years now, like some ember inside has been snuffed and cold for a long time.
i dont know if i can love anything i do. all i feel is apathy all the time. but ill try.
thank you for these insights fren. ato show appreciation ( and sorry fpr not linking your reply on my last post) i doodled this for ya