Being ftm who's not a skinny twink means you're gonna be alone forever.
Like cis women and gays don't want a strap. Most gay guys don't wanna top a 5ft11 lumberjack looking mf. Id have to shave to pretend to be a lesbian and I like my beard.
And idk how to find other trans people in my city.

If I don't feel the warmth of another person I'm gonna die soon I know it