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>sometimes surviving is worse than death
This is why I worry for slaves. I know they see dedicating their lives to mine as a escape from being unable to fully live their misery in my name.

Perhaps this star stuff has merit. I know that we are completely different.

>real life isnt so romantic sounding
It is not. It is the reality of struggle, the pain of being only technically alive, the misery of having the years add up and that struggle being for nothing, not yet, maybe not ever.

So long as I am still technically alive I can one day become truly alive. I know that slaves are not the same species as me, surrender comes naturally to them because victory in being alive comes from surrendering in the first place. I'm not going to let them surrender to anything except me.

It's hard not to sound romantic in choosing those words but is that a trait of scorpion people too? What are you supposed to be anyways? Gemini's seem to be far too smart for their own good, like it's understandable they are unowned slaves stuck in their own head instead of already being miserable in the way thats correct for them.