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I... Will. Hi. In reference to my other journal, this is not a 'manifesto', this is a literal manifestation of thought, in other words, I have had this thought for so long, but literally I have only wanted to give on and give in. I have never really expressed my thoughts to the world before this journal. But writing down my thought, I am, for the first time, physically manifesting my thought into a real, tangible thing. Now, let's continue where we left off. I think the chronically critical defence rounds are not to move. Not enough projectiles. I think the Winchester Defender rounds are my better. Three discs and 12 pellets. Much better than three myslu (?) things. I think I should get a PSS as my primary. I am considered a postal calibre won't be enought to penetrate multimple bodies. I think I will be able to handle a rifle caibre just fine. I can't wait to try out just (?) rifle. I also stand talking...