>>216598625
I get angry about what made me wake up and start nagging for the rest of the morning. Living with me is hell because of that. The worst part was back in the military police academy because I'd wake up at 4:50 AM every single day and not be able to be a piece of shit during the morning so I'd be a piece of shit for the entire day while pretending to be alright. I kinda went insane after six months of this shit and was way too close to literally shoot a few people in the face.