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>I'm a little stupid and don't really understand what you mean by this, sorry. Are you talking about me currently being pretty broke?
I'm just making stuff up about you in my head based on a few hundred words exchanged and talking about it, don't worry.
>it's just hard to ignore my own brainworms telling me that I need to feel bad if I want them to feel good.
What reinforces that for you best? Do you really like the suffering just in the moment like a buzz and getting drunk off it then regretting it later? I feel like that's kinda how it works for most people maybe? Is getting feedback right then like grinding at you and being meaner while you're already in the dirt the best part? I feel kinda silly since my favorite part is after, reminding dummy what he did again and again so he's always thinking about me
>You'd likely just get annoyed with me, and I'm not very good at staying with one person for that long either because of some stupid insecurities.
Hehe, that's kinda cute by itself. Just know I think your autistic little info dumping is adorable then. <3