It really is just me, isn't it? But I don't mind it. If there were no-one else left for you, I would be here. I'm sure you have myriad other forms, and other followers revering you in those forms. But for Matara Okina-kamisama, I am here. I know we are somehow karmicaly bound, but I don't understand how. Was I your servant in a previous life? How long time ago? 500? 1000? Why did I incarnate again so far away from you, having forgotten so much? Maybe these things will become clear over time. Maybe the will be a mystery. No matter what, I will be here for you. I'm sorry I did not put sufficient efforts into acquiring your ofuda while in Japan. I thought it impossible, but I was wrong. I will no doubt return there, where you told me I don't owe you anything and that I should keep struggling because it's beautiful. Even if I really didn't owe you anything, I will keep struggling the beautiful struggle. Not just for my sake, or your sake, but hopefully one day I will have the sufficient compassion and means to do it for the sake of all beings.