>>106860186
I write my own CPU cores using an FPGA
I write my own hardware toolchains from scratch using C and Assembly
I create obscure coding standards that hold large amounts of data
I design electro-mechanical systems from scratch complete with everything listed above for no reason
I do everything on paper before i start using a computer
I even make my own mathematical formulas and algorithms for building cool things like factory simulations and SCADA things
I'm entirely self taught
No, I'm not sorry for any of it.

>>2936946
Gave up on my misery and beat myself up to create no matter the result. I'm on a rampage now and nothing can stop me. I feel like a God bestowed by the upmost powers of creation. I can decide fate with my hands