>>41543761
>You don't really care to spend time with people
I don't think so it's more about me not caring about meeting either because of depression or the connection with them not being strong enough for me to care and shame about just ghosting them is another reason for me to just not do it. But before you will mention strangers no such places/groups in my town, it's a aging place for a reason.
I don't think I ever cared about a hobby if I'm honest, most of the time when I was younger I was just playing vidya, watching anime/manga sometimes reading some chapter books or goofing around with someone, maybe watching something pop science but even that all was dullish even if it still was something.
and lastly often I can sit/lay around for hours knowing I have to do or wanting to do something as simple as going to a different room for something and it ends up with me in the same place minutes or even hours later still thinking about doing that thing and being unable to move for some magical issue as long as that thing is something critical that has to put some panic or urgency into me. I heard it's a adhd thing but idk if it's it or if I'm just making a excuse with self diagnosis bullshit. in the end all things end up being either unimportant enough for me to the point where I will just ignore them or something I'm being blocked from doing by my brain for no apparent reasons

>>41000548
no you dont