>>527728437
it's just. so fucking weird. i've never, ever needed emotional support, not from friends OR intimate relationships. and now i feel like i find myself needing reassurance consistently. maybe it's just the... situations i find myself in. but i am deeply, deeply disgusted with myself. i hate how much it bothers me.
such a core aspect of my identity in the past was my confidence, my ability to read and understand other people. my ego is still there, my confidence is still there, but i feel like i need *direct* reassurance sometimes. i dunno, i'm rambling.
>>527729038
i mostly just afk at my apartment idk. when do servers come back up?
