>>82424961
Probably put in over a couple hundred into powerball tickets over the last week. still lose . I'd rather put that money towards crypto or scratch off tickets instead.

>>82065394
I mean looking back on it now and reading what I wrote down does make me reflect on what I was feeling a couple of years ago. Like I wasn't happy with my job/jobs.Things like "It just feels like no one likes each other.", "This job just feels so meaningless in my eyes.", "I just feel so done...".
Let alone I was drinking heavily like more than a six cans a night. Like 8+ a night and pass out past midnight. From one of my entries "3:36am Drunk "asf", going to bed at 4:12 am."
>congrats on being a year sober!
thank you

>>81730714
The one and possible only girl that I took out on date last year only liked the "idea of me" not the "individual that is me".