>ASL
24 m massachusetts
>Sexual Orientation
asexual, sex-repulsed, zero interest in sexhavers and non-virgins
>Physical description
5'11", white, long hair, glasses, probably not ugly, will send a pic if you ask
>Short bio about yourself - Hobbies and Interests
autistic neet with mental issues. I'm into the general nerd things(gaming, comics, manga, etc.) and am trying and failing to be an artist, also into religion/esotericism(pagan/hindu/zoroastrian). honestly I feel like I'm very boring because I spend so much time being internet addicted instead of on my actual hobbies.
I hate modern society and prefer to engage with it as little as possible because it seems to bring nothing but misery. I also hate sex and gender for the same reason. I'd like to live a meaningful life but the system doesn't seem to allow that.
Life doesn't seem to be worth living if I'm unable to ever experience mutual, emotionally intimate love. I'll do my best but in my experience that's never been good enough.
>Looking for
18-24 gf(female), someone I can be actual friends with who doesn't have expectations of gender roles and traditional "relationship" stuff, someone I can just talk to directly instead of playing weird games, emotionally supportive, a hug, susie deltarune
>Not looking for
men, mtfs, people older than me, sexhavers past present or future, feds, political ideologues, conformists
>Contact
discord newtsmcgoots

>>34013389
>ASL
24/m/massachusetts
>Sexual Orientation
asexual, sex-repulsed(but I still experience sexual feelings so I'm basically in hell), have a strong somewhat neurotic negative fixation on sexuality, attracted to girls
>Physical description
5'11", white, blue eyes, long red hair(I can send a pic if you ask)
>Short bio about yourself - Hobbies and Interests
depressed autistic loser NEET, generally not ok and will want lots of emotional support. tendency to ramble about things.
hobbies: art(trying to write comics), comics/manga, collecting old games, painting warhammer on and off(I don't play it because I have no friends)
>Looking for
non-transactional romantic relationship with 18-23 girl in my area, similar interests, no previous relationships/sex(nothing against you, I just know from experience that thinking about it will give me panic attacks and it's not something I'm just going to be able to get over)
>Not looking for
long distance, sexhavers, non-virgins, men, mtfs, political ideologues, conformists, federal agents
>Interests
religion/occultism(currently pagan/hindu but I find everything interesting at least intellectually), anarchism, nature/wildlife/biology type stuff
manga: made in abyss, houseki no kuni, hakumei & mikochi, berserk, devilman(original)
music: King Crimson, Yes, Genesis, Camel, Tool, Metallica, Megadeth
>Favorite album
In the Court of the Crimson King
>Contact
discord: newtsmcgoots
>Final remarks
I know I probably won't find anyone but I don't want to live without ever being able to love someone who loves me back