>mfw I might be too autistic for this game and have too many personal rules on how to play missions
This is my first SRW title. Playing SRW30 right now. Here are some of my larping ass's guidelines:
• Units on the field should not be excessively larger or smaller than the enemies (e.g. Voltes/Combattler V vs. Knightmare Frames).
• Units related to the storyline are required to be on the field.
• Pilots who are wearing normal suits/pilot gear during dialogue should also be on the field (because it looks too weird when the camera refocuses on the Dreisstrager during their dialogue)

I feel like an insane person for forcing myself to follow these self-imposed limitations. How do I just not give a fuck?

>turbofaggot closet case
>develop deep obsessive limerence over the course of about 15 years for only close friend since childhood
>straggot friend has no idea and does not return the feeling
>feeling is all consuming and occupies the brain 24/7, even in dreams
>cry a little bit because of it from time to time
>embarrassed because can feel self being a melodramatic histrionic faggot but can't stop
>way too old to still be doing this shit
>reaching a boiling point where you may have to just cut him off entirely
music for this feel? (asking for a friend)