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>there is absolutely nothing to be said of being which does not in fact determine it

>absolute nothingness is the beginning of all consciousness and yet unattainable while conscious

>only through practice does concreteness occur

You might have enough time left to get there. If you make it, don't ever say a damn word. Eventually you will realize how this works. You will wake up one day and realize you are now part of a centuries long conflict that has been conducted across the planet and possibly the universe amongst various sentient aliens for millenia. You can acquire a suit and make it the last suit you need, no fancy gadgets, just dialectic. There are even dialectics about gadgets to explain why you never needed them in the first place and why the word can't technically be defined. There's a dialectic like this for just about everything. If there isn't one will be provided for you.