>>82325724
>I hope I can change it, I want it to stop.
I was referring to fantasizing here in an ironic manner.
>how r u bigoted?
No, it's moreso jokes and banter. I just hope no norman hears me use the naughty gamer words, they wouldn't understand.
>i fear abandonment
Ironic to hear in an anonymous place.
Do you make friends with the people in these threads? I'm sure the more consistent you are, the more others will be too. Or perhaps you make your deeper connections somewhere else that can be more secure. Good luck with what you're looking for.
>>82325771
ty anon
>>82325801
I'll look for a new one if it means that much to you anon.
>>82325858
>inb4 just work on yourself
Wasn't going to say that, just curious to hear about your life. You don't have to keep talking but I am curious to know what you're disappointed about if you don't have any goals. There's nothing you're supposed to be doing so it sounds freeing in a way, like you can do anything.