>>40865411
A good perspective to have, it'll get better someday, but yes, sometimes it's good to have some kind of medication to keep you stable but able to at least study these kinds of things. Months ago I had hit a wall with my depression so I gave medication a try, did it for roughly 3 months or so, I knew it was wrong, but I kept listening to bad advice around me, but also wanted to see if it would get better for myself as well, and stayed on it. The silver lining was it completely wrecked my appetite and caused an unintentional fast that I then leaned into and that cleared a lot of things up. I kept a lighter diet up for awhile and then reintroduced things I was eating before, but more moderately or purposefully and the clarity remained. So it'll be a little different or maybe similar to my case, but anyway, best of luck to you!