>>521187659
Crap, then it looks like I'm not leaving my shit underpaid IAM position any time soon

miggers unironically made me like trannies

I managed to somehow get a job at what could be considered a dream company - startup size/culture but has been around for a while and is successful, wants to solve interesting problems in its field, big opportunity for learning and growth w.r.t. the field, uses its profits for good

but I just feel empty
the field relates to finance and I don't really care about money from that point of view at all, and I feel like it requires creative juice which I'd rather save up for something I'm passionate about
I'm 24 and feel a strong craving to pack up and get the fuck out of my country, go work at a farm, live in the woods or some shit like that somewhere way else, do work where I see real results in front of me in real life, work that feels rewarding

the thought of now having to work at least a year (case where I leave after 1 year) or longer at the company while living in this city, doing the classics of wake up -> go to work sit at computer, pretend I care about the topic -> go home/grocery shopping/gym -> repeat just fills me with immense dread
am I just being chronically avoidant? all the things I find enjoyable lose their joy when ever I get into a position of having to do them. Maybe that's why I'm thinking I'd prefer manual jobs, idk...

what do? all the prospects feel shit, if I leave right now, where do I go, how do I find whatever the fuck I want to be doing with my life?

I feel so shit in the morning if I don't (ideally ending cold) shower
usually wake up with a slight headache and just awful feeling all around and the cold water just always washes all or nearly all of that away, and makes me feel so fresh, love showers

Imagine the outrage when trump dies
He's literally a once in a century politician

Everyone on the left was convinced he was a pedo rapist long before the Epstein stuff came out and everyone on the right will just blindly accept whatever excuse Trump makes for it. So what would be the point.

Dems are already convinced Trump is a pedo before any of the Epstein stuff and republitards will just convince themselves everything is a hoax/fake/AI and orange daddy can do no wrong, so what exactly does this change?

>537913827
what the fuck is wrong with zzz players

How do I join the Jews?

I was playing contra 3 the alien wars and contra hard corps, and it's night and day how much Sega game is better
Why is that?
i was playing on my chinkheld btw, not sure if that matters
im a zoomergod btw

white man is the answer

im saying this as busty BWC demon asian and my name is maoeeee3_xoxo