>>514893486
Extremely severe case of autism. It's even possible that op is not monetary compensated for doing this daily.

I like asmr but I just can't buy into the illusion they are selling. I like the voices I like hearing cute words but I just can't believe them. Maybe it's because english/japanese is not my first language or maybe I'm just too depressed and redpilled in general. Probably all of those and more. But I can't believe their compliments I can't break this wall of detachment, I can't accept their comforting as genuine. I know very well they don't care about me and all of it is hollow facade, women are hollow creatures.