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What if that's just what you need?
It's wrong to call everyone down here freaks, but you feel like that is the thing. The people you passed on the way down here were filthy, uncared for, a bit unhinged. You're not any of those things. But what if this thing could help?
If you get on this stuff, like really on this stuff, you'll be stumbling around like an idiot. You've had two, three bottles of wine in a night before! It was terrible the morning after, but hey, you lived. And if that's what it takes to not be pegged as a member of the authoritarian deathsquad in a place where they'll kill you for it... shit. You might have to do the whole thing.
Besides, who is Kiikoinen to judge? Shape-shifting, club-going, IV drip needing-just how hard does he have to be going on a regular basis to personally own an IV drip? If he gets on your case over this little thing, then you do have some words for him.
Now covered mainly with your sports bra, you turn the wrapper inside out over your mouth, taking the last two. As you drop the wrapper on the ground, he doesn't seem to mind the sound. Might as well be some manner of trash that was already on the ground.
The reality of the situation hits you, hastening the beating of your heart, but it is fine. You do need to be alert for this. You can't imagine being tired here. Falling asleep. Passing out. Or deliberately staying the night.
That would be insane. Ludicrous. Only a lunatic would do that.
Or someone who somehow feels safe down here.
So what's with Lalli having a clue on etiquette downstairs?
Having people know him by some nickname, going ahead to try and kill everyone before you even get even look at them. Was it a coincidence he knew the chef, another patron of the Void club, and he ran ahead to plant an axe in his head? Bullshit. You need to press him on that at some point.
The inverted jacket's cool wet exterior-now-interior material touches your skin, but still you feel warm. You can't bring yourself to close it all the way. Your chest rises and falls. Your breaths are laden. You want to move somewhere.
Heaving breathing has caught his attention, so Lalli signs off the radio. "We'll be going dark. I'll keep in touch." Gently, he turns around and addresses you. "Fiona, are you alright? We can sit down and wait. People doing nothing raise no suspicions."
You don't know where half of these are coming from, but this is your last sober chance to speak until it wears off.
>"I'm onto you, Mister Adder. Cleaning up ahead of time? Fuck you."
>"Do you usually ask women to strip right after leaving a place to eat or is today an occasion?"
>"I want out of here and I'm half tempted to start running mad like Fahy is"
>"Think we can investigate the orphanage while the matron is out chasing our Irish boy?"
>"Where's Sumika? Sumika should have been right here. Let's find her. I want to see her."
>"We might be being followed by the kid."
>Walk right past him.