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Are there ways to test myself so I can build up my confidence before army bootcamp? I am most afraid of breaking down crying while getting smoked and yelled at because I'm an extremely anxious sperglord. Or being woken up in the middle of the night and being super disoriented and forced to do stuff.
I know GORUCK is a thing, but is there anything else? Like Civil Air Patrol or something? I want to know what it's like to get smoked and yelled at like in bootcamp and know that I can handle it
I'm enlisting for an intel job btw, not infantry, don't know if that matters
No longer in school so joining a sports team isn't really an option. I surf and compete in BJJ and Judo, all of which are stressful at times, but I am most afraid of the yelling and there isn't much of that in either
This is not bait or a troll post I am literally just autistic

How do i cure autism?