FtM. I just don't see how to deal with this any longer. Cis men get whatever they want by being tall, average looking, and having a dick. I'm short, ugly, dickless. There's literally no point in living like this. I will never be respected as a man or wanted. I've been transitioning for years and it's not getting any better. I pitypass at best. I'm constantly talked down to. I've never been hit on, or even ever considered in that way. If I was born male and 6' I would have life fucking handed to me.