Name: Punpun
Perks: suicidal + unstable
Tool: handgun

Just when I finally manage to get out of the depressed state on my own and can go about my life on my own, like a bird that has just learned to fly, the inconvenience and all the piggishness of people comes to remind me that the weight of negative emotions is still very strong in my life. How can you control an environment that is indifferent to you? The more external it is, the less control you have over it, and that's what fucks me up, as I'm constantly violated by other people's indifference to me. All my efforts to remain sane are despised by others! This is absurdism applied to everyday life.