>be me mtf tranny
>dating cis woman and have weird awkward sex sometimes
>one day decide to try piv
>afterwards
>stunlocked and downward spiral after she leaves
>cry for 4 hours straight the next day
>ruminate for the entirety of the week
>unable to push thoughts aside to focus on work
>entirely one week behind because of endless rumination and dooming
>horrified by the idea of ever having sex again
>zero attraction towards women or gf now
>hopeless about our future relationship
Did i sexually traumatize myself or something?

hi im geetting drunk how are we all??

Today I medically detransitioned after being on hrt for 3 years (16 to 19). I'm genderfluid amab.
AMA