>even the pics with the lowest camera settings end up being over 4mb
>cut out the pics to get the below 4mb
>my regular pics are at least 40mb
>went on my knees n put my head to the ground
>to apologize to the shrine for smoking here
>ended up in a empty fox shrine on top of the hill/mountain
>still doesn't feels like im on the edge of losing it again
>why do I have to dream
>my brain just wants to bully meeeeee
>remember frens words
>buddy killing himself is one thing
>if I do it it would break him
>and he is someone who dealt with having to walk by mountains of corpses as a child
>some containing his friends and neighbour's
>Allah why me