I know lots of you have been sending me messages through soulbits. I just want to give you a little bit of reassurement. Don't be sad, okay? Don't be sa- no matter what's- what's been happening around. >It's one thing that I decided all on my own at the very start of the year; "if you know you know" sort of thing. You guys have noticed how I f- I f- I've been feeling all... around December-January, so please do not feel sad.
"ooof indeed" Yeah- no, but don't- really, don't feel sad. I'll be with you - if you let me, I'll be with you no matter what, and I just want to make nice and happy memories with you and Ethyria and everybody else. I think my love will not stop no matter what happens and no matter what everybody else around us say [sic]. So no matter what happens I will always love you and I will always want to do- to make... new happy memories. It's- It's- It's- I- I don't think I'll ever change, guys. You guys already know me. We've been together for four years, that's not gonna change. I feel no matter- if I put my- my- my hair in ponytails, if I cut my hair short, if I leave my hair super long... it's still me, guys. I have, like, zero ability to, like, act as a different person [laugh]. I have zero abilities when it comes down to acting, so... no matter if I have my hair in a ponytail or in, like, twintails or if I leave my hair short or long, it's still gonna be me [laugh].
So don't ever forget that, okay? Try not to... I- I know, I know - I know that you might, uh... feel different things, and I don't want you to- to- to- to tell you how to feel [sic]. I think everybody should feel whatever they wanna feel, but try not to be too sad regarding... life, and everything that surrounds life. 'cause then you guys will make me sad! [laugh] and I don't want that. I don't want that. It's not a nice feeling. We will all be okay. I promise we will all be okay.
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"[Dont cry] cuz ill cry too" Okay, me too, but... we still have time. Chat, we still have time. This was something that... that happened, like... I wanna be fully honest without, like, saying... stuff, before - actual stuff. I'm gonna re- I'm gonna leave it really vague. This was something that I was- I- I was thinking about, like, almost seven months ago, so it's not something that's gonna happen randomly. We still have time, do not worry about that. We still have plenty of time, so if "plenty of time" calms you down a little bit more then- then just have that in the back of your mind- and we still have plenty of time because this is planned, it has been planned for a long time, so we still have- we still have a- a couple- a couple- a couple- [bulululu] for us to be together, so do not worry. Do not cry. I just wanna have fun! I wanna have fun and I wanna have you guys by my side and I just- I just wanna smile and- and finish the fucking games that we haven't finished!! [laugh]
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