Being white is grim. There's no point looking pretty if you have no future.

Asians are cuter anyway. It makes me dysphoric even just looking at them because I associate their fetishization with white fratboys and male weebs idk. Also because my body is huge. Multiple of my ancestors were mercenaries just for me to end up being an emasculated wonky faggot with no potential in a rootless country. God I wish no-gun suicides weren't so slow.