Fucking good. Wipe that slate clean. Imagine if everything you did mattered. Yuck.
Life is absurd. Just hideous monsters stealing each others' cells to power their own cells so they can replicate to keep the cycle going indefinitely without purpose. I got to be part of a group of primates that used their brains too much, so they invented all sorts of nonsense to distract them from their own role as a cell devouring monster that is destined for oblivion.