okay but porn addiction isnt fucking funny. ive decided to completely stop consuming any media depicting sexually attractive females or females in an eroticized manner in any way, and I also downloaded an extension that automatically censors all females in general and even female clothes or silhouettes. I mean let's face it my tiny whiteboi microclitty could never EVER please a woman IRL so I don't think I deserve to even catch a glimpse of an uncensored PIXEL of a woman ever again. I'm 100% straight so I've decided that I should periodically jerk off to solo hung black guys with abs when I'm at my most frustrated, to punish myself for being such a pathetic beta male. My reasoning is that since my body will be craving a FEMALE stimulus in those moments, forcing it to get off and cum for huge alpha blacks will subconsciously embed and stamp my real true place in this world's hierarchy deep in my mind forever. I will only jerk off to the most ripped, tallest, biggest dick, sexiest blacks; so that I know it's the same men punishing my senses, the same exact men that make the girls I could never in a quadrillion years have go niagara falls wet and mental asylum level insane for. These same girls who laugh at me and wouldn't even want to breathe close to me would immediately degrade, debase and prostrate themselves INSTANTLY at the mere sight of those Alphas, just for a CHANCE of Alpha's acknowledgement. Fuck they are so fucking superior to me. I really do deserve this.