>>41579951
he starts ghosting me for long periods of times, i feel bad but i think he’s going through a lot; i still try to check in with him frequently, he tells me he not sure if he wants to date me; but he wants me to stay committed to him and still care for each other
i get upset with him ghosting me for long periods of time, i tell him it’s unfair; and he says i can’t expect more from
him considering what’s he’s going through
i think it’s over for us, until i met his friend J from /pass/gen; me and J hit it off, J invites me to go out with her and C; he had been ghosting me for a week so i say yes because i think it’ll be funny
we spend the whole night wondering around the downtown of san diego, fucking epic btw; he gives me a hug and apologizes for ghosting me and says he’ll do better
with time, it fizzles again; i couldn’t stop talking to my friend about how much i liked him and so they ask me to invite him to a party they were throwing
i give him a whole month of warning, he cancels day of
i cried the whole way to the party but i put myself together for it
> there’s lot of alcohol
> i buy food for my friends because im worried about them
> we all wait outside for the pizza
> im shit talking C; and i see a motorcycle pull up
>it’s C; on his motorcycle after he said he wouldn’t show up
we hang out the whole night, he hugs me before he leaves

(part 4? idk that would be the last part; pic attached is from the night, censored for privacy)