>>536261425
It's ok anon. A kitten was placed in my care some years ago when I was underage, and I feed and play with it every day since then. In my mind he's still going to get picked up and taken to someone else. I didn't realize it for awhile but it was a way to distance myself from the animal. And yet it brings me great pain to think of losing him at this point. That's life I guess. Loss and grief is unavoidable. And perhaps so is love...