>>40464937
Got 4.

I don't think I even have dysphoria anymore. I recognize sex to be bimodal instead of binary, and it's ok to be on the more female end. I have the sexuality of a straight woman and get off on feminization shit despite wanting to tear my organs out about it. I still do my best to maintain a male social identity and presentation and I want to take T so fucking bad but I resist due to fear of regret. I don't know why I am so obsessed with being male when I am the most fembrained motherfucker on this planet. Being female is literally fine.