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Tell you what, I'm gonna give you a story from this year.
I graduated very late but I finally did. About a person whom I never knew but felt sympathized of their death I hung out beside the room they hanged themselves. I talked briefly about it few years later in here >>454322380 . It was actually a slightly cloudy day that day. Drizzled here and there. It was supposed to be a very big day for me but I felt nothing. I didn't invite anyone but my mom and my sister. Out of fear, shame, mostly. My mind was thinking about that person. I kept thinking about having to leave them behind. But as much as I sympathize with the deceased, I have duties with the livings. I brought a bouquet of sunflowers and put it on the doorstep of that room. Said my goodbye, and leave. A sunflowers bouquet for a cloudy day. A sunny, beautiful sunset on a day they died. Those thoughts keep lingering on my mind on my way home that day.
I guess it was the only thing about that day worth remembering, not the degree or the graduation.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PizQiglKNqs