>>514782577
Greener grass my friend. I'm a slayer with a high bodycount, but not much going for me success wise.

>>513850103
>That said, this woman that loves me then broke my heart into a million pieces, so I am conflicted as to whether or not the sex was worth it. All said and done, I would have rather stayed a virgin while I await the woman that will not break my heart.
Same. The love + lust combo yo get after sharing a few months together and your sexualities finally calibrate is on a level you never get to with random hookups. I've got a pretty large bodycount, but those nights with my ex of a few years were the real eye rolling ecstasy moments when we finally got comfortable with each other. Finally being able to give a girl multiple orgasms a week felt genuinely rewarding and made her melt in my hands in terms of having full control over her. But alas, she also broke my heart, and I dont think ill ever recover.

It wrecked all my social confidence and I've never recovered the social confidence and rizz to get a new one after her, even though I was a slayer with zero social fears before I met her. Idk if it was worth it either in the end

>>513274185
She takes you for granted. You're not exciting anymore.

You definitely communicated too much and gave her too much validation. You care too much about her.
You kissed her ass too much and expected nothing of her, and set no standards.
I bet you also believe in "unconditional love".

I recommend you distance yourself from her and start looking for other girls. It's likely this one might be thinking of dumping you.
As soon as she sees you talking to other women that'll light up a fire under her ass to appease you out of fear of losing you.

Relationships are about power. Learn this lesson or suffer.