>>543819315
Her self-hatred and animosity towards her Ruler self stems from her thinking that she's nothing but a deluded man's fantasy. Like I said earlier, she and Ruler have memories of growing up, going to war, dying, etc. Avenger's Bond CE even highlights her feelings as she burned at the stake. She's obviously not acting as pious as she should (granted, neither is Ruler due to Fate's writing issues), but it comes more from her internal strife. Lily acts a lot more reverent since she lacks her older self's inward loathing.
>Souls aren't real
Says you.