>half serious convo going on in global in the vidya I'm playing
>"I'm trans btw"
>instantly piqies my interest and ask, fully serious, "ftm or mtf?"
>it was a joke
>disappointed
Fuck, am I chaser? I don't see trans people as a fetish object, but I can't help get, ig excited, interested, when they're mentioned in the wild. Always try to be cordial and understanding too, for I know a large portion of trans folks aren't those wackjobs you see off Discord or Reddit but just normal folk who want to fit in. Maybe that's why I get so interested when I see a trans person acting so normal?
Idk, I've had these feelings for years but never really explored them, I'm not sybaritic at all and I live a moral lifestyle, I'd never ever stoop so low to fetishize another living being. Where do I go from here?
