>>24812512
>Now all I think about is being lonely
It's exhausting, but sometimes I try to sit with the loneliness and reflect. Is it that bad? Is it completely unbearable? No. With every passing day, I'd say it's only mildly unpleasant, and no one can ever be completely happy. The loneliness is probably something I could live with. I've been trying instead to focus on the things that bring me personal fulfillment. But it still hits me sometimes. It's hard to let go of the fantasy of being seen, but it's not torture, I think.. maybe you relate

>>24812518
kek