Honestly, I am kind of fine with just going full hermit mode at this point. Loneliness is what I've known for my entire adult life anyways, and as 32 year old kissless virgin it is already way too late for me to try to scramble together some sort of normie life. The few friends I have fading into their own relationships and family lives and me remaining alone on the periphery of these social circles seems like the natural course of events that is going to play out, no matter what I do. I am more or less done with this world anyways so it does not matter what happens.