Rena-chan is legit me ,_, my whole character is me being a dum-dum so i can be more happy ,_, my real character is way too cold and unemotional to the levels people can never understand me... they are afraid of me the one who they can't understand... they can't see me laugh to their jokes, they can't see me sympathies with their cause even when i give them my best words... it's just hard to live in the real world when you can't just use "@_@/,_,/T_T/V-V" to deliver your emotions... it's not my fault that my face look like the face of someone who gave up on life and is about to end his life in any second... this is not the truth at all and am happy to be alive and here ,_,