>>82286968
i dont like your philosophy
i think in general you should look like how you think people ought look and behave
and to me, i think its better if people prioritized beauty and sexiness
so like, rejecting ugliness, being fat, not taking care of yourself, etc
for men, this means like, getting a wig if you're bald, taking care of your skin, dressing nice, being clean and presentable
for women, this means being hot and sexy (something that comes natural for women)

the idea is to behave in a way that you think you ought behave, not to gain some instrumental favors. so, in your case, you want to gain the DISGUST of men, which is odd but i suppose thats fine

if i were you, id just cover my face and body like those muslims girls do. my entire face and stuff, that way no man every looks at you

in my own life, i always cover my face with a facemask like this, because i hate having to interact with people and letting them see my face, despite having a skincare routine, for instance. i need to get shades, and i always wear a hat around people even if its dark

why let your distaste for other people ruin your ideal preference for your own body? that feels like shooting yourself in the foot. just find a way to hide your body and look like how you ideally want to look and behave when you are alone